had a long day today...
injured my right hand middle finger when practicin da gu in sch juz nw..
hurts...
but what i see juz nw hurts even more...
and hw i wish i nt onli injured my finger..
but BREAK every single one of them!!!
and that will means that i can forever get myself out of CO and SCHOOL!!!
i have enough..
it is already hitting the limit le..
i hate my life!!!
why on earth do i have to suffer all these!!!
izzit my fault that they have exam on the next day and yet i still ask them come!?
why must fingers be pointing at me when situation come!!!
nt as if others dun have exam!
nt as if I dun have exam..
i oso have quizzes...
i oso have my studies..
and yet i am expected to be there..
i didnt force anyone of them to come..
yesh i say COMPULSORY!!!
but de decision is still yours on whether u wan come anot..
i cant tie a string to u and forcefully pull u there!!!
i am not referring to any single person..
but as a whole..
i hate everything...!!
hw i wish i can juz go up to SAA and to David..
telling him.." i wanna step dwn frm my post and get my life out of SPCO!"
do u think i can?!!~
yesh i can!!!
i will love to do that!!!
and i will love to get my life off SP!!!
i hate everything..
SP...
a place that i wanted to get into so much b4 O lvl...
but nw..
it is my most miserable place!!!
i fcuking dun care a damn on everything nw!!!
i juz wanna get off with my fcukin damn Diploma in Chem Process and DIE!!!
yesh!!
DIE!!!DIE!!!DIE!!!
i hate everything..
have u ever thought b4...
why am i distance frm u ppl..
and remember once u said "Fine! den go find those alumnis."
and it makes me hate everything even more..
why on earth is HE doing therE that time when we had that meeting!!!!
and since u ppl can find HIM!!
and why cant i talk to other alumnis!!!
i have my rights in talking to them!!!
frankly speaking...
i rather discuss things with them then discussing with u ppl...
but still i will find u ppl and talk to u ppl once in a while..
everyone is busy...
i dun think u all love it whenever u ppl receive my sms or call..
it is forever abt SPCO!!!
and no more!!!
i can be wrong but never am i given a chance to realise it...
and the next thing i know..
the whole comm is against me..
fine!!!
since thats the case...
i QUIT!
if my absence from SPCO can give all of u a great joy...
fine..
i will quit..
and i will just forget abt every memory i have in SPCO..
i will erase off SPCO from my database!..
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